Do you have something you love to
chase? A hobby, a sport, a person?
Chasing can be fun. Here's my
story. What's yours?
Chasers
The afternoon coolness creeps through the
opening in the sleeves of my jean jacket and yet there is a brush of warmth on
my neck. The sun makes his presence known as he fences with the wind and I too
get ready to practice my sport.
The
trees on the streets around me glow with their multi-shades of autumn colors
and I pause to delight in their boasting. Today nature drew a perfect outfit from her
closet and Murphy, North Carolina wears it well.
An emerald green, life size topiary moose
stands in front of the store where my husband and I part. He on his treasure
hunt and I on mine. He on his chase for an item he can't find at home, the thing
he loves, a perfect, creamy, just right chocolate milk. "It's hard to find
any more," he says. And I? I’m
also ready to chase something I love.
I open the door of The Trading Post, turn right and go straight toward the room in the back, the bathroom.
I
weave through the store passing
beautiful cabin furniture, Christmas decorations, animals, once living now stuffed
and mountain paintings…everything
displayed in the perfect order to cause that desired cozy effect. I’m pulled by
all sorts of distracting forces. Colors, textures, scents. Lit maple candles, their
aroma summoning. But, I’m a chaser with
a purpose.
The bathroom is empty. I shut the door and
lock it... close the throne’s lid and sit.
My camera is sprung from my backpack for a serious work out and I pray
no one disturbs me. Now for the goods.
I inspect the place like I do every year
and think…someone could manage a few mean chachacha
steps in here. I quickly remind myself this is a bathroom for costumers and time
is of the essence. I focus on the walls around me and Ah! Voila! Jackpot! Bingo! There they are. Words in frames all over the
walls... I am a word chaser!
Yes! I search for that particular message to impact me, thrill me, shake me. The ancient Greek I once studied called it a rhema. A specific word for a situation. For
me, that special saying is like a
warm, garment, fashioned not just with functional purpose but beyond that… with
striking looks and decoration. A garment like those worn by ladies in classic movies. A coat with a sparkling
brooch. Just the right one to use in
my cold winters.
I snap picture after picture determined to
free the bathroom of its squatter. And then after the camera's last wink... I
hear a knock on the door.
“Someone in there?” My
time is up.
“Yes,
coming.”
Once again the store’s beautiful displays
welcome me. I find a nice rocking chair
in which to sit and recall my visit to the store the year before. That time my chase proved successful. I found the words of my mother’s favorite
hymn, Great Is Thy Faithfulness, inscribed in bold letters, with the musical notes
below it. This is the hymn she wants sung at the celebration of her home going!
I thought of how the sign was a symbol, displaying
the measure, of my mother’s strong faith. How often she claims… M y God is faithful. I brought that sign
home to my mother, where it lives now, in her little living room.
The
memory of my past victory chasing encourages
me. I bring out my camera once again and look through my pictures. The signs in
the bathroom are far from the beautiful coat
with brooch I’m seeking. Common and over used they remind me of the garment I once pulled out of a box in a
church basement. One used coat among many, tossed in a box under the sign, For Cuban Refugees Going North.
I put my camera away and sit with my heart
holding its popped balloon. What to do? Should I give up the chase?
My eyes wonder around scanning and then…a sign
on the wall.
The
words are embroidered, and the colors of
the sign are quiet, subtle. But, I find myself breathing faster. I have heard this before. My daughter found this
message after the sonogram. The day, her six and eight year old girls, her husband,
and I waited in the room with her, to find out whether she was expecting a
little boy or girl. The day, the
technician said to all of us…the baby has no heartbeat.
I read
the words inside the frame. Life isn’t
about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain. I search for a tissue and know my chase is over.
I found the coat with the rich, diamond
brooch from Tiffany’s! A rhema to
hold close…a rhema to hold me close.
I
purchase my sign and then find myself standing once again in Murphy’s sunshine.
The temperature is up now. Wrapped in warmth without and within I reach for my
cell phone and dial the familiar number. Time to chase something else I love. My chocolate milk chaser!